Sunday, November 26, 2006

A Fire in the Pasture

A Fire in the Pasture
Thanksgiving 2006

I had lived in the deep south for nearly ten years back in the 70’s and early 80’s, and coming into Arkansas after not having been here in more than another ten years, brought back vivid memories of the past. Ashdown is a stereotypical small Deep South town. The main road thru town is the “4 lane” that runs north out of Texarkana. The town is quaint and sports a good little shopping area with a McDonald’s; a small Wal-Mart (Heidi says it is the smallest Wal-Mart ever built), a Sonic, a self storage and several convenience stores. As you roll north out of the business district, you pass the old down town, much of which is boarded up; and the little brick homes built right along the highway. You could have taken the city limits sign down and exchanged it with any number of city limits signs in Alabama – Opp, Elba, and Newton, and you wouldn’t know the difference.

Heidi and Shawn and their kids moved to Ashdown a couple of years ago and actually live about five miles north on 350 acres. Shawn’s father and mother raise chickens on the land for Tyson Foods and decided to move to a smaller house next to the bigger house, and Heidi and Shawn moved into the big house. They are in the process of remodeling the house to bring it up to current design, and making it easier to live with seven children.

Last year Heidi invited all up to the farm for the Thanksgiving holiday. Several families came up, but Mom and I stayed in Texas with the kids who couldn’t come up. This year, however, we decided to all come up, and except for Todd and Sunde, all were coming up. Mom and I, along with Chad, Kimber and Maddy, came up on Tuesday afternoon. Heather and Shawn came up later that evening, arriving at about 1 AM. On Wednesday, Brett and Cindy arrived and then Hilary and Paul at 2 AM Thursday. The last to arrive was Scott and Val on Thursday, at about 8:30. Holly was supposed to come up, but at the last minute decided to stay in Killeen. This group, along with Heidi’s, gave us 31 people, men, women and children, all staying in Heidi’s house with two bathrooms, overworked bathrooms, I might add! All that was missing was Todd and his family and Holly. Maybe next year we can all be together.

Thursday morning Heidi and Mom were up putting a turkey in the oven, making dressing and gravy, etc. Later in the morning, Chad fired up the turkey fryer and fried two turkeys. Then the rest of the family, Shawn Miller’s family, began showing up, bringing hams, potatoes, and all sorts of sides and desserts. When all was said and done, we had 62 people in Heidi’s house eating Thanksgiving dinner. We had tables in the house and in the yard. Some were eating in the living room with plates balanced on their laps; some just found a spot in the yard and had dinner. When everyone was done, we had put a huge dent in the food!

Heidi had said that by 3, all of Shawn’s family would be gone, and by three there was only us! We ate, played games and watched the kids and just had a great day.

Some of the boys went hunting and mid-morning Shawn Mc came in with a huge smile on his face. He has got his deer! He shot a doe, about 2 years old. We all went out to the truck and ooo’ed and awed over the kill. Then the boys butchered the deer and iced the meat so Shawn Mc could take it back to Killeen. Of course, this kill brought out the deer fever in the other boys, so up went the targets and they spent the afternoon shooting and sighting in the new rifles purchased for the Thanksgiving Day hunt. At 3, all of the hunters, decked out like a Sears and Roebuck Hunters Catalog, were ready to go a-hunting… with visions of prancing deer in their heads. By dark they were all back, no new deer, but with big plans for early the next morning.

Later in the evening, Jannie and I decided to take a walk to work off our dinner and the bloat! We had two little tag alongs, Jannie and Rachael. Our walk took us out in pasture by the lake and it was a perfect night for a country walk. Earlier in the afternoon, we watched a cow birth her calf, and on our walk we could see the new calf with its mother. As we got to the other side of the lake, we could see a fire in the pasture. Then we could hear the unmistakable voices of adolescent boys and younger children. The fire was confined to the burn pile. The boys had found the pile with smoldering embers. Being Boy Scouts, it didn’t take them long to build the fire back up. When we rounded up the boys to send them back to the house because it was dark, I had to laugh at Reilly and Nathan, who were covered head to toe with dirt and soot. I don’t think the make up department of Viva Les Arts could have done as good a job making boys look like they were having such a good time. Talmage said the fire was okay and we left it to burn itself out.

By nightfall, leftovers having been devoured, games were brought out and the older kids outside playing capture the flag and the younger kids watching TV, we had a roaring good time visiting, laughing, and watching the kids. The older boys had a tent in the front yard and were sleeping out. The girls and younger kids where on the floors in sleeping bags. Not enough sleep was had by all, but memories to last a lifetime were made by even the youngest.

As I sat in the living room last night, watching my children and my grandchildren having such a wonderful time, my thoughts drifted to Psalms 127: 3-5.
“3 Lo, children are an heritage of the LORD: and the fruit of the womb is his reward.
4 As arrows are in the hand of a mighty man; so are children of the youth.
5 Happy is the man that hath his quiver full of them: …”

My quiver is full and what great joy it is to me. If I had some counsel for my children, it would be to love your children, be patient with them, enjoy their ups and downs, listen to them with your undivided attention, support them in their activities, encourage your boys in their Aaronic Priesthood duties and to be Eagle Scouts and your girls to be Young Women of Excellence and in their becoming valiant daughters of their Heavenly Father, who loves them.

Whether or not we come to Arkansas again in mass, Thanksgiving of 2006 will always be a wonderful memory and a fire in the pasture of our lives.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Just as Great a Miracle

The Melchizedek Priesthood is defined as the authority God has given to man on Earth to act in his name. I would describe this Priesthood authority as the most awesome power I have ever experienced. I have had many experiences in my life where I have had the power of this authority driven home to me, time and time again.

The Doctrine and Covenants says that one who holds this Priesthood, accompanied by faith, can have great power. The Lord speaks of specific blessings and powers that Priesthood bearers are blessed with.

In the 46th Section, the Lord explains these blessings.

19 And again, to some it is given to have faith to be healed;
20 And to others it is given to have faith to heal.
21 And again, to some is given the working of miracles;
22 And to others it is given to prophesy
23 And to others the discerning of spirits.
24 And again, it is given to some to speak with tongues;
25 And to another is given the interpretation of tongues.
26 And all these gifts come from God, for the benefit of the children of God.

I find it interesting that “to some it is given”. Notice that some are given the gift to heal, while to others it is given the gift to be healed. This is true with all the gifts of God. And notice that the implication is that all these gifts are predicated on faith, or in other words, “faith precedes the miracle”. It is my understanding that only one man on the Earth holds all these gifts at once, and that is the Prophet of God.

I would like to share some of my experiences with you, my children. Many of my experiences with the Priesthood happened because of, or with you. I hold these experiences sacred, yet they would be of little profit to anyone if I didn’t share them. I may not be able tell of all my experiences with each of you here because I am still trying to remember all of them! I am, after all, not a young as I used to be!

Many of my experiences came as a husband and father in Zion, while others occurred as a Home Teacher or while serving in the Bishopric or Branch Presidency. I will try not to embellish any of these stories, but if there is some, blame it on my "Halfhimers".

The first experience I will share actually was when my sister, Evelyn, passed away in June of 1981. Evelyn had been sick for most of her adult life. She battled diabetes since she was twelve years old. Although she was able to successfully carry her first born son, Benjamin, to almost full term, she was not able to have any more children. She carried her second baby, as I remember, about 7 months, then the baby was delivered stillborn. In fact, the baby had not fully developed and its brain was way underdeveloped. After that unsuccessful attempt, I can’t remember, or perhaps never knew, if she ever got pregnant again. I know the doctor was very concerned about her health and at some point she had a hysterectomy. Some time later, she and Scott were able to adopt a baby girl thru LDS Social Services. They named her Rebecca.

I had just returned from a TDY trip to Oklahoma City when I got a call from my Mother telling me that Evelyn was dying and that I should come to Chico to see her. I flew out the next day. I was able to visit with her that day before she slipped into a coma. She had injured her foot in a bathroom accident and her foot had become infected. She was so weak at that point in her life, having had complete kidney failure and taking dialysis treatments (a new treatment for diabetics with kidney diseases) that she spent most of her days unable to even get out of bed.
I am sure that over the period of time while she was in and out of the hospital that Scott had given her Priesthood Blessings. But when I got to the hospital, Scott asked me to give her a blessing. In that blessing, calling upon the Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, and thru the authority of the Holy Melchizedek Priesthood, we blessed her that she should fight for her life and not give up. She was fighting! But, the night before I got there, the infection in her foot turned to gangrene and a portion of her foot, halfway between the toes and the heal, had to be amputated. A few hours later, the infection and gangrene spread and her foot had to be amputated at the ankle. This, however, did not stop the spread of the gangrene, and the doctors then amputated well above the infection, and took part of her leg, about half way up the calf, below the knee. Three surgeries in the matter of only a few hours. A healthy person would have a hard time handling that! Evelyn, being so very weak and in great pain, quietly slipped into a coma. I remember sitting by her bed and just holding her hand and talking to her. We had been so close growing up, but our lives had us living in different parts of the country and our visits were not a frequent as we would have liked. But here I was, in the hospital, watching my only sister slipping away.

Day after day, hour after hour, she held on, but was making no progress. When Scott and I had a few minutes alone, we knelt in prayer and asked Heavenly Father if we should administer a blessing to Evelyn and release Heavenly Father from the bonds of the Priesthood Blessing we had given her only hours before. As we got up, we both were crying and we overwhelmingly had the felling that it was time for Evelyn to go home. We talked with members of the family as this was a very hard decision to make, but for the most part, all accepted that this was the course to take. With Scott and me in tears, Scott anointed Evelyn and I pronounced a blessing on her. I remember the words vividly in my mind even today. We told her of our love for her and that we knew that she loved her family, especially her Eternal Companion and her two little children, still not much more than babes, and of her love for her Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ, her Savior. Then, again by the same power and authority we blessed her with just a day or so before; we released Heavenly Father from the bonds of the blessing she received. I left the room, leaving Scott alone with her. Just minutes later, the nurse came and got the family and told us that if we wanted to see Evelyn we needed to hurry as she was not expected to live much longer. We hurried to the room, and just minutes later, she passed from this life and entered Paradise.

I remember the Spirit that was in the room when Scott and I administered to her. There is no doubt in my mind that what Scott and I did was directed by the power of the Priesthood. That the Lord was bound by the Ordinances we administered to Evelyn, and then released from those bonds when we, by the authority of the Priesthood, released Him. In the Doctrine and Covenants, Section 42, Verse 44, we read of the blessing of this great authority and the promise the Lord makes: 44. And the elders of the church, two or more, shall be called, and shall pray for and lay their hands upon them in my name; and if they die they shall die unto me, and if they live they shall live unto me.

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Fairbanks was cold…which it is most of the year. It was also dark, which in the winter, it is most of the time. This time it was late at night and we were about to retire for the night. The children were all in bed and, at least the younger ones were asleep. Holly and Chad shared a bedroom right next to ours and we heard Holly crying. I went in to comfort her, but when I picked her up, she was burning up with a fever. She was crying and was afraid of the monster in her room. I held her tight and she calmed down. I took her into our room and Mom took her temperature, and it was 106 degrees. Mom called the hospital and they told us to bring her right in. She was not quite three years old. As she sat on the bed she was seeing helicopters flying around the room: “Helicoppers, Daddy, helicoppers!”.

Before I took her into the hospital, I gave her a blessing. The nurses were waiting for us when we arrived at the hospital and they took her from me and strapped her to a “papoose board” to keep her still while they tried to figure out what was wrong. I think there can be nothing worse for a father than to see his baby strapped to a papoose board; it was horrifying. The doctors kept her for several hours and could not find anything wrong. She was not in any pain, but sure didn’t like being confined to that papoose board. Then the fever broke and was gone as fast as it came. The doctor never did know what caused it, but I have no doubt that a loving Father in Heaven cared for her that night and the fever just went away.
It would be 13 years later when she would once again be strapped to a papoose board in the emergency room of the hospital. This time at Fort Hood. She was the goalie on the Ellison High School Varsity Girls Soccer team. It was during a game against Killeen High School and she and the offensive player were both going after the ball as it neared the goal. As Holly dove for the ball, the other player kicked the ball, but missed. She did connect with Holly’s head and knocked her out cold. I was running late and was just about to leave the house to watch Holly’s game. The phone rang and I answered it. It was the coach telling me that Holly was being transported by ambulance to Darnell Hospital Emergency Room and for me to meet them there. I got to the hospital before the ambulance and watched as they took my little goalie out of the ambulance, strapped to a papoose board, neck totally immoveable. It was just as horrifying 13 years later as it was in Alaska, to see my baby girl strapped to a papoose board.

As the staff prepared for the doctor’s examination and subsequent x-rays and CATSCAN, I quietly administered to her, giving her a blessing that she would fully recover and have no lasting effects from the injury. The results of all the tests and x-rays were negative; although the doctor diagnosed that she had suffered a minor concussion. When all the tests were negative, the doctor said he wanted to conduct one more test … a spinal tap. Vivid memories swelled up of my son, Todd, in the hospital at Fort Rucker, being given a spinal tap. He had been diagnosed with meningitis at 3 weeks old, and the ER doctor wanted to be sure he wasn't have a reoccurance. I remember how upset the pediatrician was when he found that the ER had given a child a spinal tap for exploritory reasons. As young parents, we didn’t know any better, nor how dangerous a procedure it was. So this time I told the doctor that he could not do the spinal tap on Holly. I later gave permission, after a friend, an on-duty RN, told me that the doctor really thought it was necessary. The doctor assured me that he had done hundreds of taps and that there would be no problem. The doctor gave her the spinal tap, and came up “dry”. He wanted to do another one, but I told him he had only one shot at it and he blew it, and there would be no “do over”. I had been prompted not to let them do the spinal tap, and gave in. It wouldn’t happen twice. I took Holly home and, except for a persistent headache, a side effect of the spinal tap, she had a complete recovery and never experienced any complications from the injury. We got home at 3 AM and she was up at 5:45 AM and in her seat in Seminary at 6. She did stay home from school, however. She knew, as I knew, the Lord had once again comforted my little girl and honored the Authority of the Priesthood as the blessing given was fulfilled, word for word…”fully recover and have no lasting effects from the injury.”



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I learned early in my ministry the meaning of the need for faith and personal commitment on the part of the Priesthood bearer when administering to the sick. The following occurred while I was still a “New Elder” (Greenie) on my Mission. Elder Egan was my second companion; my first companion, Elder Moon, having completed his Mission and returned home, just 30 days after my arrival in the Mission Field. Elder Egan and I received a telephone call from a member who told us of a baby in need of a blessing. The parents were acquaintances of the member, but not Latter-Day Saints, and knew very little of the Church. The baby was very ill and in the Intensive Care unit at a hospital in Hartford. The doctors had done all they could do and the baby was not responding to treatment. The father had the baby remembered on the prayer roll in his church; had prayed to his Heavenly Father for the baby’s recovery, but the baby still was not getting better; and, in fact, was getting worse and hope for recovery was fading.

As the member spoke to the father about a Priesthood blessing, the father was willing to try it. We were called and we spoke with the father and explained to him about the power of the Priesthood and of the need for faith. Blessings of faith are not restricted to members of the Church, and this father wanted his baby to have a blessing. We set the time and got the instructions on how to get to the hospital. The father set the appointment for three days from our conversation, then told us he would be fasting and asked us to do the same. I wish I could say here that we fasted, blessed the baby and a miraculous recovery took place. But, I can’t. What I can tell you is about the faith of a father and the hope and sweet peace he was able to find. I cannot tell you if the baby recovered because when we called back, we could not get a hold of the father; and the member could not give us any information either. Perhaps out of the fear of trying harder to find the father, fearing the worse, or perhaps of our own guilt, we never pursued further trying to contact the father. This has troubled me over the years, and as I think of the incident at times, I wish I could have had the courage to insist that we find the family.

Elder Egan and I fasted, but not until the night before we were supposed to go administer. Our rationalization was that fasting was for only 24 hours. Besides, the old Mission President once held a mission wide 72 hour fast, and several Missionaries got ill. To top this off, after we had fasted our 24 hours, and still a couple of hours from our appointment, we passed a Roy Rogers Hamburger drive-in. We were hungry, and, we reasoned, it has been 24 hours; so we turned around and went into the restaurant and ate. Later, when we arrived at the hospital, the father thanks us for coming and for fasting. He told us he had been fasting since our phone call three days earlier! Our guilt was overwhelming, but we administered to the baby. The father thanked us, and we left. We chastised ourselves all the way home. Here we were, bearers of The Lord’s Priesthood; two Missionaries on the Lord’s errand, and we were “those of little faith”.

Now, as I said earlier, I don’t know the outcome of that visit, but I resolved within myself that whenever I performed the sacred ordinances of the Melchizedek Priesthood, I would do so in faith. I may not fast for 3 days, but I would prepare myself in every instance to be ready and worthy to administer in the ordinances of the Priesthood. Have I been 100% faithful in this resolve? No. But I have tried to repent each and every time I have come up short.

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Once while a Home Teacher in the Ozark Ward, I was called by one of the families I home taught and was asked to come over as there was a need in the family for a blessing. I went over to the family’s home right away, prepared to administer this ordinance with the father of the home, thinking it was probably his wife or a child in need of the blessing. When I arrived, Brother Greg and his wife met me and asked me to come in and sit down. He wanted to explain why he needed a blessing, and though he wanted one badly, he asked us to first prepare by fasting.

Brother Greg was an Army Officer and flight student in the aviation program at Fort Rucker. He had developed an illness (I don’t remember what) and the result was one that required he be “grounded” permanently. Not only would he be eliminated from the flight program, he would also be released from active duty. Brother Greg was a young husband and father. He was a BYU graduate and was an ROTC graduate as well. He had two dreams in his life besides his family; to be a commissioned officer and soldier in the United States Army, and to be an aviator. Now, his dream was about to come to an end. His request floored me. He asked that I administer to him and bless him that his medical condition would be reversed and that he be able to stay in the Army and finish flight school, and continue in his career as an Army Aviator. My first thought was the story of Elder Mathew Cowley and his being asked to restore the sight of a young Polynesian boy. I felt very inadequate, but we made the appointment to return and, after careful preparation, we would administer to him. I would need every ounce of faith the Elder Cowley spoke of, and Brother Greg would also require a great amount of faith, as well. His asking for this blessing was a start for him, and my accepting the challenge was a start for me, as well.

I asked the Elder’s Quorum President to assist me, as my companion was a young Aaronic Priesthood holder. I explained to him Brother Greg’s request, and when we were supposed to go back. The EQP and I sat together and began our fast and our own personal preparation for the task. On the appointed evening and time, we arrived at Brother Greg’s home. We began with prayer and all of us could feel the Spirit in the room that evening. Then the EQP anointed Brother Greg and I was to seal the anointing and give him a blessing. Although I personally felt totally inadequate and scared, I began. The words were not mine as I blessed Brother Greg with an immediate and complete recovery and that he would be able to stay in the Army, finish flight school, and enjoy his career in the Army as an aviator. A few days later, Brother Greg went back to the Flight Surgeon for his appointment, and the doctor found no traces of the ailment that had nearly grounded him permanently. He was returned to flight status and, although he had to be recycled to a different class, was able to complete flight school and go on with his career in the Army.

I have not shared this experience with anyone until just recently. I had always felt it was so sacred that I should just keep it to myself. But as I have matured, I have realized that it is by these experiences that faith is built, and for some it is how one starts to build their own faith. If Elder Mathew Cowley had kept to himself the story of his experience in Polynesia, I might never had had the faith myself to pronounce such a blessing on Brother Greg. I didn’t restore his sight, or make him walk again, but I expect to Brother Greg this was just as great a miracle in his life. Some might say this was a coincidence, but to those of us in that room that evening, the Spirit testified to our souls that this was of God by the power of His Priesthood authority thru those called to exercise that authority. Not Apostles, but two young husbands and fathers who happened to be Elders serving as Home Teachers in the Ozark Ward.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

I Hate Night Shift!

I got on the bus at 5:30 pm and the bus driver asked if we should take the alternate route to Dugway, thru Skull Valley because he thought there must be a marathon being run because there were cops everywhere on the south end of Tooele. We told him that Skull Valley was never a good option for going to work because it takes an additional half hour. He insisted, but we prevailed and we headed south out of the Utah Transit Authority (UTA) parking lot. When we got to the south end of town, the driver turned out to be almost right. Not a marathon, but a bike race. Go figure, a bike race at 5:30 in the afternoon, right during rush hour. Only in Tooele! As it turned out for us, though, we detoured a couple of blocks and back onto the highway to Dugway.

The night shift is really the pits! I have avoided working nights since I have been here, but this week it changed. I am the “specialist” on the Army radios, and since this is Army test, and since this test has to be run after dark, I am on the night shift. I got her last night only to find out that the radios I am the “specialist” in are not even here yet! In fact, they won’t be here this week at all, but next week. Oh well, I am here and I am very tired! And it is only 9:30 pm! Last night I didn’t get really tired until about thirty minutes before the bus got here to take us home. I did go to the “downrange” site last night until midnight to observe. Observe what? I sat in the corner far away from the action, because our radios weren’t being used, and I was taking up valuable space. Tonight I get to go downrange again. This time from midnight to about 4 am to observe what goes on during the second half of the night. So tonight I brought my book…!

Since I am sitting here, I thought I would pass on some words of wisdom, or humor, or whatever I think of. So far, I am coming up empty!

Today was the Democratic Primary election in several states for the 2006 elections coming up in November. Does anyone really care about the Primaries? I know I don’t. Nobody changes office during a Primary. It does mark the beginning of a long political season. Only now days it seems like we are always in a political season. The thing I have noticed about the Democrat Party is that they are still running against W. I don’t think he is running for anything this year!

After spending as much time in Utah as I have spent this year, and will spend before I get to go back to Texas, I am having second thought s about all my Utah Mormon jokes. I am becoming one! I keep thinking that this wouldn’t be such a bad place to live. I listen to Mom tell about the oppressive humidity in Texas and think it would be nice not to have to put up with that. But then I remember that January in Utah is not like July in Utah. And I quickly get over my thoughts of immigrating to Zion!

The coyotes are in tune tonight! When the sun goes down here you can hear them howling! They sound like they could be right around the corner, but they are not very close…at least that is what I keep telling myself when I go out to the outhouse! I wonder what they howl at besides the moon…which may be enough to howl about tonight as it is a huge full moon!

Had a great weekend with Todd, Sunde and the kids. Little Luke is a doll. He is much cuter now than even the recent pictures. Sunde said that when they brought him home, they could fold his skin over … he had no meat on his bones. Now he has filled out and is looking good. The girls love him to death, but Mom won’t let them near him because they have runny noses. The doctor said that if Luke gets sick, he will have to go back into the hospital. So they are not taking any chances. He is being blessed on September 3rd. Mom and I are going up for that. If Holly is still here, she will go with us, too.

This must be a slow news night, as they say. I can’t think of much else to say. I guess I will sign off for tonight.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Mail Call

MAIL CALL

The mail has been a way of communication for as long as anyone can remember. Just this morning I read in 2nd Chronicles, Chapter 30, Verse 1 where “…Hezekiah sent to all Israel and Judah, and wrote letters also to Ephraim and Manasseh, …”. So mail has been going on at least that long.

The early Pioneers would send mail via any rider who was leaving their camp back to family in Nauvoo, or other points east. It was via the mail that the Apostles serving on missions in England and other areas during the early days of the Church, learned that the Prophet Joseph Smith and Hyrum Smith had been martyred.

I remember in my life that mail played an important part. When I was just 10 years old my family had moved to Dallas from San Jose and I would get letters from my friends whom I had left in San Jose. Later, after we moved back to California and my parents had been divorced, I would get letters from my Dad … and those were the best kind because they usually had money in them (okay, I’m cheap). Other times in my life followed where letters became very important to me.

Mail is an important part of every Missionary's life … and I imagine that is true for those missionaries other than LDS Missionaries. As a young missionary serving in the New England and Eastern States Missions, this was true for me. Mission rules allowed us to receive mail from home only once a week, so we looked forward to that day our letters would arrive. Unlike some Missions today where mail goes thru the Mission Home, our mail came directly to us at our apartment. I remember that I would get so excited to get a letter from my mother and sister. I would get letters from my aunts as well. Of course, there was a young lady who would write to me each week, and I was always looking forward to her letters more than any others. I even looked forward to letters from my ex-girlfriend who apparently had decided that I wasn’t all that bad, and as long as I wrote back to her, she considered me “her Missionary”, a status symbol among young LDS girls.

Later, as I was serving in the United States Army, mail became very important in my daily life. During basic training at Fort Ord we had Mail Call once a week. The drill sergeant or one of the cadre would bring up a sack of mail one evening after training and call out names as he read the soldiers name on the envelope. I really looked forward to those letters from home, and especially the ones in the pastel colored envelopes sprayed with perfume from my new bride of only six months. Those letters were very special to me, and I measured my weeks in basic by the day we had mail call.

Later in Viet Nam, mail call became even more important. It wasn’t just once a week and the Sergeant didn’t come into the billets with a huge sack of mail. The unit mail clerk picked up the mail from the APO (Army Post Office) and then just went around the unit distributing mail. I remember vividly getting off of shift in the radar van and finding a letter or letters on my bunk. Again, the letters in the perfumed pastel envelopes were my favorite! Often there were packages on my bunk; we called them CARE PACKAGES. Care packages were fun to get and usually were packed with goodies. Once I got a care package from some friends who were stationed in Germany. Ramona had baked me a carrot cake and sent it to me in Viet Nam. In 1970 there was no FedEx, and it took nearly a month for the cake to get to me. This was not unusual as it took more than a week for just a letter to get from California to Viet Nam, so imagine a package going from an APO in Germany to an APO in Viet Nam, then to a small unit in a Podunk outpost along the Cambodian border in the jungles of South Viet Nam. Well, the cake was green! I sent a thank you letter to Ramona and Rich, but I don’t believe I told them the condition of the cake. It was, after all, the fact they cared enough for me to make the effort to send a cake half way around the world that was more important than the condition of the cake.

I had the same experiences while stationed in South Korea. Letters were very important, and I looked forward to going to the CMR (Consolidated Mail Room) and getting my perfumed pastel envelopes from my post box. I also got letters from my children that were very special to me as well.

For the last few days I have been giving this subject of letters some thought. It started last Wednesday evening as I got home from work and found an envelope in my mail box addressed to me. Now, I was expecting this as Jannie had told that I had received my new Check Card and she was sending it to me. So when I pulled out the manila envelope, I was not surprised that I could feel the credit card. But, at the same time, as I looked at that envelope, for a brief moment I had the same feeling that I got every time in my life when I found a perfumed pastel envelope on my bunk or in the post box at the CMR. I was almost disappointed then all that fell out of the envelope was my credit card!

I feel kind of sorry for those who have come up in this current generation. With emails and text messaging being so easy and convenient, we never send letters anymore. Even at holidays like Christmas and Easter; or on special occasions such as birthdays and anniversaries, we send electronic cards when we used to send cards that we spent hours in the Hallmark store looking to find the one that said just the right thing. We simply send the correspondence electronically; and when we receive one, we read it and then hit the delete button so our in-boxes don’t become cluttered. The young people of today’s time may never have the experience of reading a letter, setting it aside, and then rereading it again and again. They may never have the chance to find a box of letters from their sweetheart that they have collected over the years and sit down on a rainy afternoon and just reread them and laugh and cry all over again. Even the young missionaries go to the library on P-day to check their emails from home. Just seems so cold to me. I guess those days of letters are gone and an old man just sits at his computer on a Saturday morning in Tooele, Utah, working on his blog so he can post it and not have to send it out individually to every one in his address book. Even I am a victim of technology.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

A Cousins Reunion 2006

Kathy and Vern Wilson
Dovey and Steve Roah
Cousins: Dovey, Kathy, Christine, Frank, Lisa, Judy
Christine and Dave Olster
Judith Baker
Lisa and Tim Cornelius
Last night we had a Cousin's Reunion for the cousins who were there. It was a lot of fun. The occasion was Aunt Jean and Uncle Chris being sealed. Then their children, Kathleen, Christine and Lisa being sealed to their parents. Here are some of the photos I took last night.

Friday, January 27, 2006

Vietnam, Part 2

The 362nd Aviation Detachment (Provisional), 165 Aviation Battalion, 1st Aviation Brigade was the air traffic control facility for the airfield at the Tay Ninh Base Camp. The unit had about 40 soldiers assigned and most were present for duty. We provided control tower and ground controlled approach radar (GCA) services for the airfield. Our Commander was a Lieutenant Colonel (LTC) and was designated as Airfield Commander. The re-arm point operations also fell under the authority of Airfield Operations, although the re-arm personnel belonged to another detachment or unit. Our owning the re-arm point would work to my advantage sometime later in my assignment to the 362nd.

I was assigned to the GCA section and my bunk was in the GCA hooch. We had eight people in our hooch. I can’t remember all the names, but a couple stand out: Larry Findley, Keith Grayson, Larry Neil. My GCA Chief was Sigfredo (Fred) Sandoval and the Tower Chief was Jerry Metzger. We also had a radar maintenance man named Mike Burdell. Fred, Larry Neil, and I became very close friends. Fred and I worked together at Fort Rucker for several years after Vietnam. Larry got out of the Army and lives in Lubbock. I spoke with Larry a few years ago when Brett lived in Lubbock, but circumstances at the time kept us from getting together. Brett moved to Killeen and I have not been back to Lubbock since.

Our hooch had four bunks on either side. I was in the second bunk on the right side. One of the controllers was assigned to give me the fifty cent tour of the unit. The first thing I was told about was the rocket and mortar attack of a few nights earlier. I was shown shrapnel holes in lockers, above doors, an in the GCA van. The attack occurred after had someone called into the control tower and asked for the 8 digit grid coordinates for the control tower. The young controller, without thinking, transmitted the coordinates over the air. Realizing what he had done, he notified the Air Field Commander. The Air Field Commander notified Base Camp security who told them to batten down the hatches. That night rockets “walked” up and down the airfield and the detachment area. Amazingly, there were no direct hits on any structure, and no one was injured.

When I got settled into the hooch, I noticed everyone had an M-14 weapon, generally hanging on the wall above or next to their bunk. When I processed into supply I was told that I would get my weapon, but it didn’t happen. Then we found out that all the weapons were being turned in and we were going to be issued M-16s. It would be several weeks before that happened, but when it did happen, we had to unpack them and assemble them. Who would have thought that the main weapon of the United States Armed Forces comes with “some assembly required”? Now, I had been trained and qualified “Expert” on the M-14, and the only experience I had had on the M-16 was a brief class during POR at Fort Lewis. Now I had to put one together like my life depended on it, which it did at one time. After we put them together we had to leave them in the arms room! Here we were in the middle of Vietnam and our weapons were in an arms room. Later I would come to appreciate that some of the people in our unit didn’t have immediate access to a weapon and ammo!

The first night in Tay Ninh is one that I will never forget … no matter how hard I try! I had been given a tour of the area including the affects of the recent attack. My hooch mates told me that if we took incoming to fall on to the floor or roll out of my bunk onto the floor, and wait until there is a pause in attack and crawl to the bunker. I had barley gotten to sleep when my world came apart with the loudest noise I have ever heard. I rolled out of my bunk onto the floor. Then I noticed that no one else was on the floor. Someone told me that it was the artillery battery was firing outgoing rounds. So I felt stupid and crawled into my bunk and tried going back to sleep, singing in my mind. I am a Child of God. An hour later it went off again and again I was on the floor. How do you tell the difference between enemy and friendly fire? You just learn to tell the difference. So when the third barrage went off and I was on the floor alone, I swore that I wouldn’t do it again. How stupid I am being. The fourth time I just stayed in the bunk, until I heard everyone else hit the floor and yelling “INCOMING!” It lasted only for a round or two, and didn’t impact near us. It was a night to remember. It didn’t take long and I could identify the hollow thud that accompanies a mortar round.

One of the first places I went when I had the chance was to go find the Church. The Servicemen’s Group met in the Base Camp chapel every Sunday at eleven. We had about a dozen who attended, including a nurse at the Tay Ninh Mobile Surgical Hospital. She played the organ. We held our Sacrament meeting, Sunday School and Priesthood meeting in the block schedule manner. The sister, and I am sad to say I cannot remember her name, played the organ for all our meetings. Since we didn’t have Relief Society, she stayed for Priesthood meeting. Turns out she was the only person on the Base Camp that played the organ, so she shared her talents with the Chaplain and played for all the Sunday services, unless she was on duty. These meetings became the highlight of my week. I developed some friendships, although most were with “grunts” and contact with them was sporadic, at best. There were times when the only ones to show up were the Group Leader and me.

My job was as a GCA controller. I had graduated from the ATC School with a GCA occupational specialty. I had to get facility rated so that I could control traffic without supervision. As a trainee I had ninety days to get ready. I studied the books and regulations and got ready. Controlling traffic was easy for me and once I got oriented to where north was from where we were. When the time came for my scheduled tests, I passed them all. And when the examiner came up and sat next to me while I controlled aircraft, I was ready. This was not as simple as I make it sound here, but I am not going into the daily schedule of studying I had to do. Suffice it to say, I did what needed to be done and got my facility rating.

Mostly, controlling traffic was a fun job and better than being a grunt. Aviation is described as hours and hours of boredom interrupted by minutes of sheer terror. The most gratifying events occurred during those minutes of sheer terror being experienced by the pilots.

I was on shift one rainy day when I got a frantic call from an aircraft who was lost in the soup. He asked for our help to guide him safely to the ground. Because of the heavy rain in the area, our radar could not cut out all of the clutter caused by the rain. If you look at the weather radar during the evening news and all the rain shows up as green. Our radar showed the same thing. So I was having a hard time trying to pick out a little radar blip in the clouds. Our radar had the IFF (Identification Friend or Foe) feature and we could read the aircrafts IFF paint, but not the actual aircraft. When that happens we control the center of the IFF paint. I was in the process of trying to vector the aircraft to the airfield when there was a break in the clouds and I could pick up the main target. I was able to vector him to the airfield, keeping him clear of the clouds. We got him to the airfield, conducted a precision approach and put him on the centerline of the runway. About fifteen minutes later and Air Force Captain came into the van and handed us cigars, thanking us for helping him get on the ground. It felt good to know that I had made a difference in someone’s life. It was dangerous enough flying around in Vietnam without having the weather do you in.

Not all of those types of events ended happily. One night I was controlling a flight of three UH-1 Huey’s in a flight from Saigon to Tay Ninh. This was about an hour and a half flight. The weather was cloudy and foggy, but no rain. I had control of the flight and radar contact was no problem. In controlling a multiple aircraft flight, you only talk to the lead aircraft. The following aircraft are monitoring the frequency and they do what the lead aircraft was told to do. After the flight landed, we got a radio call from the aircraft base ops asking if we had contact with one of the trail aircraft. We did not, nor had we talked to him directly at any time. The aircraft was missing … did not land with the flight. A search was undertaken and the aircraft was found about 3 miles short of our runway. It had crashed and all on board were killed. Many of the passengers were soldiers being ferried from their duty area in a combat zone, to Tay Ninh where they were to catch a C-130 to Tan San Nut Airbase and a freedom flight home. Later I found out that the aircraft had only one pilot and the left seat was being occupied by the crew chief. The crew chief was an enlisted man, but was qualified to fly the aircraft, and did so for maintenance. Because of the poor weather the pilot went into vertigo. He didn’t believe his instruments and the crew chief fought for control of the aircraft until it crashed. Sadly, all were lost. Had the aircraft been talking directly to me, I could have used procedures to bring the pilot out of vertigo, and possibly have controlled him to a safe landing. I don’t think about that incident daily, but it crosses my mind every so often and I remember how helpless I felt in that situation.

Tay Ninh was a small camp and we walked about everywhere we wanted to go. The PX was smaller than most Shopettes today. Right next to the PX was the snack shop where you could by fast food. In a Vietnam PX snack shop we called it fast food because you wanted to eat it fast before you really tasted it! But if you wanted a hamburger, it was all there was. Every hamburger you ate solidified your resolve to stop at McDonald’s on your way home from the war! But you could get a fountain drink, and the Cokes were not bad.

One thing we cherished in Vietnam was a cold Coke. Ice was rare, so we had refrigerators. Small 4.5 cubic foot fridges. I was sharing one with Larry, but we didn’t have much room to keep our sodas and munchies. So I decided to buy my own. They cost $45 at the PX, but they never had any. One day Fred and I drove over to the PX to see if we could buy one. They had none. Fred saw one in the back room and went back to look at it. It had a tag on it saying it was reserved for some Army Captain, and had the Captain’s name on the tag. Fred walked up to the Vietnamese clerk and told him we were there to pick up Captain So and So’s fridge. I paid him the money, and we loaded the fridge onto the truck and headed out. I got my fridge, and the Captain was outa luck!

Once I was sitting at a table eating a hamburger when another soldier asked if he could sit with me. He had an M-14 rifle with a huge scope. He seemed to want to talk, so I sat there with him for a while. His job in the Army was a sniper. He showed me his weapon and the scope. The scope was very powerful and he could hit a target from more than a half mile away. The rifle had special flash suppresser so that he could not be seen by the enemy from his position. It was the only time I ever met a sniper and it drove home to me how dangerous this war was.

One morning I had gotten off shift at 6 AM. I was the shift supervisor and had the responsibility of turning in the paperwork to the First Sergeant / ATC Chief. I stopped by my bunk first to put my stuff away and headed across the compound to the orderly room. I was in the middle of the compound when I heard the rocket slam into the base camp. I never moved so fast. I am sure it took no more than four steps to cross that compound and dive into a bunker. After five minutes the sirens stopped and I made my way to the orderly room, dropped off my paper work, and went back to my hooch. Five minutes later I was asleep. I awoke with a start. My mind was groggy and my shoulder hurt. When my eyes finally focused I was in the bunker! I had, and still have no recollection of going into the bunker. The sirens were wailing an we all sat waiting for the all clear. It finally came and as I went back into the hooch I had to pick up my bed sheets which were on the floor in the path to the bunker. At my bunk I noticed my refrigerator was leaning against a wall locker. I must have knocked the fridge over with my shoulder as I came out of my bed. I also learned that at 9:33 a rocket had slammed into the street right in front of the orderly room. I had become so attuned to incoming that when the rocket hit, my reactions sent me to the bunker, still asleep! I don’t remember hearing the round hit, I just woke up in the bunker.

One night we were alerted that there base camp defense said enemy “sappers” had entered the base camp and were targeting the airfield and helicopters. In the past, at other bases, sappers were successful in putting hand grenades in the fuel tanks of helicopters. The pin on the grenades were pulled and a rubber band used to keep it from triggering .The banded grenade was dropped into the fuel tank and when the fuel decomposes the rubber band, the grenade explodes and destroys the helicopter. We were all issued our weapons and ammo. An hour later, the all clear was issued. False alarm. What was even more scary than the enemy inside the fence, was some of the dope heads in our unit with weapons and live ammo. Fortunately, all weapons and ammo was turned in and accounted for.

The use of drugs in Vietnam is well documented. We had many soldiers in our unit who used them. Once Larry Neil and I found a stash of marijuana hidden behind our shower. We took the stash and added green Kool-Aid, ground up cockroaches and dog poop. We shook it all up and put it back. When the dopers got it out and were smoking it, they kept saying “this is good s%$@”. If they only knew how true that was” Another time we found a large stash and turned it into the commander. Now our commander was not the sharpest blade in the pack. He had the entire unit fall out in the compound where he would destroy the pot. He put it all in a large barrel and burned it. There was a breeze that afternoon and as the breeze blew the smoke in one direction, all the potheads moved downwind of the fire. The commander kept pouring pot on the fire and the potheads kept getting higher. The rest of us busted a gut laughing at the potheads and the stupidity of the commander.

Trying to bring a quick end to the war, President Nixon authorized the invasion of Cambodia to cut off the use of the Ho Chi Minh Trail by the Viet Cong. This was the main supply route from North Viet Nam to South Viet Nam. The enemy could freely use the trail and, except for the Air Force bombings, they were pretty much unimpeded. The enemy would send munitions and other supplies down the trail. Many of those munitions, such as rockets and mortars, found their way into the Viet Cong in the Tay Ninh area and were used against us. When the invasion of Cambodia and the Ho Chi Minh Trail commenced, the war in the southern part of Viet Nam stopped. It came at a high price. Many US soldiers lost their lives. Many of those solders, their bodies being evacuated to the rear, came thru Tay Ninh. I witnessed many body bags those days. The aircraft picking up the bodies for transport to Hawaii parked on the tarmac just a few feet from my hooch.

Some of the soldiers used in that invasion came from Tay Ninh. Some were LDS. I remember one fellow I knew who had returned from R & R just in time to deploy to Cambodia. He had gotten married on R & R in the Hawaii Temple. The very next Sunday the Group Leader told me that the young soldier had been killed. I cried. I thought of his young wife, barely back in Utah when she got notified that her new husband had been killed.

President Nixon called it “Vietnamization of the war”. It was his second term and he was determined to begin extracting the United States from the war. This war was having a terrible impact back at home, as well. Vietnamization was putting Vietnamese troops in and taking US troops out. Part of that was turning the Tay Ninh Base Camp over to the Vietnamese. Almost immediately, units began pulling out of Tay Ninh, being replaced by Vietnamese units. The airfield and the avialtion assets were the last to go. I took a ride one afternoon thru what used to be a busy camp and found nothing. As soon as the Vietnamese took over, they began dismantling the plywood buildings. All that was left was cement slabs. This wasn’t a plan, but pure looting. Plywood was a very valuable black market commodity.

Vietnamization was to mark the end of the 362nd. The unit was to be disbanded and the soldiers reassigned to different airfields throughout the country. At the last minute, however, there was a need for an Air Traffic Control Unit, in tact, at Chu Lai. Chi Lai was a Marine Corps Air Station. The Marines were being pulled out of the country as part of Vietnamization. Chu Lai was a huge airfield, handling all categories of aircraft, from helicopters to F-4 Phantom jet fighters. We began our move to Chu Lai from Tay Ninh. It required 7 C-130 flights to move our unit, lock, stock and barrel. I was scheduled out on the last flight along with Larry Neil and several of our soldiers and the First Sergeant. Since the Cambodian insertion we had not had a round dropped on us. The night before we left, several of us were in the hooch playing cards when we heard a hollow thud. I looked at Larry, and he looked at me and we shouted INCOMING, as we dove into the bunker. It was only one round, but only Larry and I had been thru incoming. We couldn’t get the newbie’s out of the bunker all night! Until that night, one of the soldiers was really struggling with the war. He had been a college student, and along with his wife, had joined many war protests. When he got drafted he didn’t run to Canada, but decided to fulfill his military obligation. That night he became a believer. He sent a long letter to his wife explaining that he was getting shot at, and that changed his whole outlook on the Vietnam war.

Moving to Chu Lai was great, compared to where we were coming from. We were taking over the airfield from the Marine Controllers. So we lived with the Marines and trained with them for three months. The Marines lived on the beach, and therefore, so did we! The beach was right out the front door. It was August and it was hot. So it was very nice to have a beach. When we were not on duty, we were swimming in the South China Sea. Our beach was about one mile from the famous China Beach, made famous by the television show of the same name. The Marines had quite a nice recreation area and we could use the beach and all the equipment. I had the chance to go snorkeling almost everyday. More important than the beach was the billets had hot and cold running water. Showers that were hot and toilets that flushed. No more “piss tubes”.
The billets were open bay type, and we all had plenty of room. The only air conditioning was the screens on the windows. And the breeze didn’t blow much. But after 8 months in country, I had become acclimated and could sleep. The only air conditioning we had was at the GCA van or in the control tower. But the best thing, no one was launching rockets at us. Life was good.

We trained with the Marines for three months, then they left and we had control of the airfield. With the departure of the Marines, the billets went away as well. We had to move to an area left by the Marines. It was an entire housing area, set up more like a small village rather than open bay barracks. The buildings were configured to hold four to six persons. I believe we had six, which was our entire GCA Section. One of the guys in our section was a plumber prior to coming into the Army. Since we were the first people to move into this area, we went through the entire village and scrounged all kinds of plumbing supplies … a toilet, a sink, a hot water heater, shower, and all the fittings needed to set up a bathroom. After a good day of gathering and fitting, we had water in the hooch. It was nice to not have to go the central shower point to take a shower. Our hooch maid loved it because she could do our laundry right in our hooch. Now all we needed was air conditioning.

Shortly after we were in Chu Lai, I came up for R & R. I was going to Hawaii and was being met by Jannie and our new baby, Heidi. We stayed in Liea , on the North Shore. When it was time for dinner, my first meal was a hamburger! We had a wonderful time getting to know each other again, and getting to know our little baby girl. And then it was over! I never had a week pass so fast as that week. As I remember, I left a few hours before Jannie and Heidi. I boarded a Pan American jet back to Saigon and then a flight to Chu Lai. But, at least I now had only 4 months left. On the flight back to Saigon we had to land at Guam. The aircraft was having a hydraulics problem and had to be repaired. We spent eight hours there waiting for a part to arrive from Hawaii. The airline paid for two meals at the hotel, and I got to wander around the beaches for a couple of hours. But soon the repairs, made and we bussed back to the airport and our flight back to Vietnam.

I was working in the GCA one foggy and rainy afternoon when I got a call from an Air Force transport plane. The C7A was trying to get into Chu Lai. Since we were IFR (requiring an instrument approach and landing) the pilot requested a special VFR approach (under certain conditions this can be approved only by the control tower). I told the pilot to contact the tower and he switched frequencies. We were very busy, stacking up aircraft for approaches into Chu Lai. The wait for an approach was an hour or more. The in the midst of the hectic traffic load, I received another call from the C7A. “Chu Lai GCA, this is AF 123, declaring an emergency” “AF123, this is Chu Lai GCA, what is your emergency?” I replied. “GCA, AF123 is somewhere over the South China Sea at 50 feet above the surface, I have a 20 minute fuel warning light, and have 57 passengers on board. I am lost, can you help?” I remember those words and the intensity of the pilots voice now as I heard it then. I told the final controller to break off his approach, I had an emergency and was taking control of the radar. I had to servo the radar antennas down to scan the surface the bay, where I was sure the aircraft was. “AF123, squawk 7700, over.” “GCA, our transponder is inop.” “AF123, roger. What is your heading?” “GCA, we are heading 180”. “AF123, negative contact. Be advised, we have a target in the area heading 090, turning north.” I kept working the radar servo, but could not pick up another target. “GCA, we are at 15 minutes fuel”. “123, roger. Be advised, your traffic is now heading 360.” A long pause. “GCA, my magnetic compass indicates we are heading north. Our gyros must be out.” “123, roger, for radar identification, turn left.” “Roger, left turn.” Ten seconds later, “123, stop turn”. The target stopped turning. Now I don’t know what the happiest words this pilot had ever heard up to this point in his life, but what he heard me say next, I am sure are words he will never forget. “AF123, radar contact one three miles southeast of Chu Lai. Climb and maintain one thousand five hundred feet, maintain heading.” “Thank you, GCA, climbing to one thousand five hundred.” “AF123, this will be a no gyro precision approach to runway 9 …” We brought the aircraft in for a safe landing. And for only the second time, a pilot made his way to the GCA van to personally thank us for our “fine job”. Just getting that plane and those soldiers and airmen on the ground was all the thanks we needed. It’s what we did for the war effort.

Mike Burdell was our radar maintenance man. He was also a certified air conditioning repairer so he could work on our GCA a/c. One day Larry and I got a call at the tower from the Marines we had been working with. They had a bunch of equipment they thought we might be able to use, mostly wallockers. We had to go immediately to look at it as it was to be turned over to the Air Force a couple of hours later. We went over and the only things Larry and I were interested in were the air conditioners. There were 4 high capacity window units. We loaded them into the truck and took them to Mike. He went thru them, charged them up, and then we installed the biggest one in our hooch. The others we gave to the tower hooch and the maintenance hooch. Now the weather was turning “fallish” for Southeast Asia, and we were not having the extreme temps that we had been having during the summer months, but it was still plenty warm and humid. The air came in very handy. We had the units for about two months when we “got found out”. It happened on the eve of my leaving Chu Lai to begin my journey home. My boss came in the hooch with his towel and shaving kit. He said that he had heard we had a hot shower (the hot water in the central shower point was not working). He said that if we didn’t let him take a shower that he would blow the whistle on us to Metzger. I laughed and told him we also had air conditioning, and that he was welcome any time. Of course, I was leaving the next day. About a year later I ran into him at Fort Rucker and he told me he showered at our place every day from then on out, and never told Metzger, the new ATC Chief.

My going home was the one thing I had looked forward to for an entire year. My “short calendar” finally had me down to single digits. Larry Neil left for home 5 days before me. To go home you had to process out, just like we processed in. We had to go to our unit headquarters in Long Bien and then to the replacement station to wait for our ride to freedom. Larry had been gone two days when he called me to tell me that the wait was a long one. There were so many people waiting to go home that they were sleeping on the grass outside the billets. He had to be there for at least 5 days. Usually the stay was 3. So he told me not to be to anxious to get there. It was the old “hurry up and wait” the Army was famous for.

The night before I left for Long Bien, the commander asked me if I would like to fly down to Long Bien with him on a UH-1 in the morning. I had already had my flight arrangements made for noon the next day on a C-130 from Chu Lai to Long Bien. The C-130 flight was an hour and a half. The UH-1 would have been nearly 5 hours with two stops. No, I would fly the C-130, thanks anyway. My excuse was that I had some people I had planned on seeing in the morning, so I would not be ready to fly at the early hour he wanted to leave. I got to the terminal at 11 o’clock to find that my flight had been delayed, and no one knew for how long. Great, I should have taken the UH-1. I was waiting for the plane when the 1st Aviation Brigade Sergeant Major strolled thru the terminal. He saw me and said, “Pritchard, get your bags. You can fly down with us in the U-21.” No argument from me. The U-21 is the Beechcraft King Air. A nice 12 passenger aircraft. Besides the Sergeant Major, I was the only passenger.

At the Company headquarters I was processed out and the next morning I was to be given an early ride to the replacement company. I knew I would be there a while, so I asked if I could get travel orders allowing me to go shopping in Saigon that morning, and then go to replacement in the afternoon. Okay. So I went shopping. In Saigon I found a jewelry shop and purchased a nice string of pearls for Jannie. I then went to the USO and had a hamburger. I got back to base about noon and was taken to replacement. Vietnam was about to become a memory.

I signed in at Replacement and was told to go find a bunk. “The next formation is at 1400. It is a shipping formation, so you don’t need to be there since you won’t be going any where for 4 or 5 days”, the Sergeant told me. So I went and found a bunk. It seemed a little strange because I could find a bunk. In fact, I could have my choice of any bunk in the bay. I was the only one there. Where were all the people Larry had told me about? Why will I be here for several days? Oh well, I guess it will fill up during the day. I went to the chow hall and had lunch. Then I went back to my bunk to take a nap. At 1355 a horn blew calling the formation. I was just getting a good nap and figured I wouldn’t go. But as I laid there, I wondered if any of the guys I came over with would be at the formation. So I went.

The formation was more like a gaggle … everyone just standing around. I did find a couple of people I knew. One of the guys asked me if I had heard about another classmate of ours. He had gone to Korea rather than Vietnam, and was killed when he fell off the Han River Bridge in Seoul. I thought how tragic; we come to the war zone and are going home, and he goes to a safe area and is killed. I tell this now because I forget to tell “the rest of the story” in later chapters. In 1976 I was assigned to Korea and while there I ran into this guy who had been killed. And yet, there he was, alive and kicking. He said he had heard the story from several people. No one knows how or where the story started, but it was one of those classic “rumors of my death are exaggerated”!

This was a shipping formation and after a few minutes the shipping roster made its way from the orderly room to the gazebo, where the formation was taking place. The Sergeant started calling names. My friends were called pretty early. Then I heard my name! I wasn’t going to be there for four or five days … I WAS GOING HOME! It turned out that overnight a dozen flights came into Tan San Nut and took all the soldiers in Replacement home. My 5 day wait turned into barely 5 hours!

First I had to get my stuff to turn in, and then be issued new khakis for my trip home. Then I had to report to the shipping point to get my travel orders at 1530. I had less than an hour. I got it all done, except I didn’t have time to get a new field jacket. I could get that at Fort Rucker. At 1530 I reported and we were given our orders and then we pre-cleared our bags for customs and turned them over to the shippers who would take our bags to the airfield. Then we boarded a bus and off to Tan San Nut airbase and our “freedom bird”. We got there and waited for 10 hours. But then our flight was called and we boarded the DC-8 and off to home.

We landed at Travis AFB in Northern California and then were bussed to the Oakland Army Depot. At Oakland we were given new dress green uniforms and a steak dinner. It was near midnight and we were given the option to get a bunk for the night, or go to the airport. The group I was with opted for the airport, so we took a cab. We split the $20 fare and soon were at San Francisco International Airport. Having worked for an airline before, I knew we would spend the night at the airport. The earliest flight I could get was at noon to Boise, where Jannie and Heidi were. While I was waiting for the flight we were accosted by some anti-war people. I had forgotten how hostile some of these people were. The next day an incident occurred that made the national news. The anti war protesters went up to the USO Lounge on the mezzanine level of the airport and started chanting “baby killers” to a group of Marines. The Marines took matters into their own hands and several of the protesters went over the mezzanine railing and down to the main lobby below. None were killed and none of the Marines were arrested. The protesters who were hurt were arrested while the others split. Simper Fi !

At about eleven thirty in the morning, United Airlines announced the loading of the flight to Boise. I was flying Military Standby but finally got on the flight. Two hours later we landed in Boise and a few minutes later I was met by Jannie and Heidi. I WAS HOME!

A few days after I got home, Jannie and I went shopping. We parked the car in the parking lot of the shopping center and were walking to the store. I had no idea how tightly wrapped I was from being in Vietnam until the construction worker at a near-by construction site started his jack hammer. The instant I heard the noise, I was on the ground! Jannie was startled at my “hitting the deck” and asked what was wrong. Nothing was wrong now. I was home with my eternal companion. I just avoided jack hammers for a few days.

Over the years since I had returned from Vietnam, I completed my military service and retired from active duty. Several years after my retirement, a young man, Curtis Chandler, the son of our close friends, asked me if he could interview me about my time in Vietnam for one of his high school classes. I consented and he came to our home and we spent an hour or so talking. I had not really discussed my time in Vietnam for many years and I was surprised at the feelings I still had built up inside of me. A few weeks before this interview, former Secretary of Defense, Robert McNamara released his book where he said that they had lied to the President about our status in Vietnam and that they always knew we could never win. I thought of the 52 plus thousand of our soldiers who died in that war, and especially my friend in Tay Ninh, because the lies told to President Johnson allowed the war to escalate. The Gulf of Tonkin incident, which was used by McNamara to convince the President to issue the Gulf of Tonkin Resolution, which was our authority to greatly increase the United States involvement in the Vietnam War. I sat there talking to Curtis with tears running down my cheeks.

A footnote at the end of this. President Nixon, in the early 70's repealed the Gulf of Tonkin Resolution as it was shown beyond doubt that the Gulf of Tonkin incident never occured. This was the beginning of the end of the United States involvement in what was to be called the Indo-China War, rather than the Vietnam War.